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Monday, February 21, 2011

Hurt

What is hurt?

A feeling of mental or physical pain, according to my nifty dictionary program.
What about the heart? Has anyone considered the Heart? How do you define the hurt of a heart? The hurt of love? Helplessness?

As I once said, A thousand cuts to my body is nothing compared to a single cut to my heart by your actions.

Hormones.....I blame them for everything occurring in my love now. Girls? Hormones. Why do I even care about pretty girls? Because they're worth it? NO! Are they worth the destruction of a heart? A life?

Let's take this example. I like her. She doesn't like me. Rejection=hurt.
Or put it this way. I like her. I don't tell her. She gets a boyfriend. HURT.
In fact, I can give about a million examples, but all end in the same way, NOT GOOD.

Heck, I don't even feel hurt now. All I feel is a slight annoyance, the kind you get from flies, or things going south. No anger, no pain. Ok, a slight pain.

Man, I wish I can get out of this crap.

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